Thursday, January 1, 2009

Reflection In Year 2008 & 2007

I forgot to post my reflection in Year 2007. The things that I would not forget forever in that year was being baptised.

In the year of 2008, I would like to thank God to bless me with HIS precious gift of Joshua.

I don't favour to write a resolution. I am a perfectionist. I will feel pressurize if I can't achieve my resolution. I know that I do not need to worry about everything since God will work with me. He will guide me. I remembered an illustration in a bookmark, where a child is walking together with God at the beach. Initially there were two pairs of footprints. Suddenly the child looked back and only saw a pair of footprints. He asked, God, I know you are walking with me, but where is your foot prints? God answered, you can't see my foot print because when you are in danger, I am carrying you.

On the new year eve, Josh fall sick. Hope that Josh will recover soon.

In addition, I don't have a supportive hubby to support me for breastfeeding. When Josh fall sick, he mentioned that my breast milk is no longer useful. It would be better if I stop breastfeeding. I will not hear his suggestion. I know that I have a definite reason to be persistent to breastfeed Josh to-date; despite of having cracked nipples, sore nipples, mastitis, feverish, etc. I hope all the breastfeeding blues was over.

1 comment:

Biow said...

((hugs))

breastmilk is the best.. i'm sure you can pull through.. gambatte!